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To beautiful you - short stories 2020

“You look pretty in that dress” – Anonymous.I had a crush with one girl. I love to see her smile. I like how she dresses, how she tied her hair. She looks so cute. I always teased her look, teased how she was talking, but no one knew that I had the crush on her.Are you wondering how long I had known her? We know each other since we were a little kid. Our parents had a good relationship, for almost 20 years. She’s my best female friend in my hometown. She always came to help me when I was bullied. Since then, we’ve been a friend since we were 9 years old.Never had in my thought that I would have a crush with my best friend. But, that is possible, right?We’ve entered the same school since we still in primary school and up until now, we still entered the same college, same universities, but she was in her ballet classroom and I was more into social studies. Our faculties were apart, but when we had time, we would meet. As our relationship as a friend grow longer, and we became older, I r…

How the conversation started 12 years ago -

There's a quote says by a famous person, "If you find someone you love in your life, then hang on to that love." - Princess Diana.
On one fine day, I never thought that the person I used to like to be the person I want to spend my life together with. It all started 12 years ago, where I fall in love with the guitarist. The simple man with a humble attitude, funny and respect other people. That kind of person I was interested in. I was 16 and he was 18 years old.

Old people say love is blind, when you fall in love at a young age, it's just a fantasy. When you travel elsewhere, you will find another person. I did agree with that statement for some circumstances. But, at the same time, I wanted to break people's mindset that the person I like would still be the same.

It took me two years to confess to that person. The reason why I like him is indescribable. For the first time, I saw him, the only thing I can see is his gentleness towards others. Focusing on doing the thing he was supposed to do without asking for others to see what's good inside him.

I was indirectly confessing to him, the way I talk and walk when in front of him, totally changed 😂. I am being myself but at the same time, I can't control my emotions and physically paralyze whenever I walk pass by him. That's because I like that person as the day passes by.

In 2010, when I was 18 and he was 20, I finally confessing the truth to him. It was not easy. A bit humiliated but still the best feeling because you had done your part. The rest is just waiting for his response. Quickly, I get the answer and it is YES. lol, never in my life confessing to a boy first. It might seem not right for a girl to confess first, but girl, if you like a person, don't wait and wasting your time, get up and ask and be brave to hear the response.

Unfortunately, the relationship had ups and downs. We do have a breakup session but in a good way because we were still young. We do not understand much about the future, we were bold teenagers and wanted to explore more in life. So, we took a break for almost 6 years. We being just friends but in an awkward situation.

It might take a long time for us to be in separate ways, with our own life, point of view and the process to be a mature person. Well, God works in a mysterious way, it is a hard process but gives the best result. I learned a lot for 6 years of separable. And now I did not regret anything about what was happening towards my life. It's a life lesson and a process to be a better person.

What happened after 6 years will be kept as a secret, until a new chapter begins, stay in love with your love ones.