How the conversation started 12 years ago - seewriteandpost.com
There's a quote says by a famous person, "If you find someone you love in your life, then hang on to that love." - Princess Diana.On one fine day, I never thought that the person I used to like to be the person I want to spend my life together with. It all started 12 years ago, where I fall in love with the guitarist. The simple man with a humble attitude, funny and respect other people. That kind of person I was interested in. I was 16 and he was 18 years old.
Old people say love is blind, when you fall in love at a young age, it's just a fantasy. When you travel elsewhere, you will find another person. I did agree with that statement for some circumstances. But, at the same time, I wanted to break people's mindset that the person I like would still be the same.
It took me two years to confess to that person. The reason why I like him is indescribable. For the first time, I saw him, the only thing I can see is his gentleness towards others. Focusing on doing the thing he was supposed to do without asking for others to see what's good inside him.
I was indirectly confessing to him, the way I talk and walk when in front of him, totally changed 😂. I am being myself but at the same time, I can't control my emotions and physically paralyze whenever I walk pass by him. That's because I like that person as the day passes by.
In 2010, when I was 18 and he was 20, I finally confessing the truth to him. It was not easy. A bit humiliated but still the best feeling because you had done your part. The rest is just waiting for his response. Quickly, I get the answer and it is YES. lol, never in my life confessing to a boy first. It might seem not right for a girl to confess first, but girl, if you like a person, don't wait and wasting your time, get up and ask and be brave to hear the response.
Unfortunately, the relationship had ups and downs. We do have a breakup session but in a good way because we were still young. We do not understand much about the future, we were bold teenagers and wanted to explore more in life. So, we took a break for almost 6 years. We being just friends but in an awkward situation.
It might take a long time for us to be in separate ways, with our own life, point of view and the process to be a mature person. Well, God works in a mysterious way, it is a hard process but gives the best result. I learned a lot for 6 years of separable. And now I did not regret anything about what was happening towards my life. It's a life lesson and a process to be a better person.
What happened after 6 years will be kept as a secret, until a new chapter begins, stay in love with your love ones.