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Thank you, I love you - Confession part 1 | Short story 2020

"I'm happy for you while feeling unhappy that I'm not your author of happiness" 

Life is funny, how it starts and how it will end, so does the relationship. I'm Zack, I had a crush on this girl, Athalia. She is funny, kind and brilliant. I know her while we were still in high school. 

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For the first time we met, I've felt like I have known her for a long time. She was really a nice girl, easy-going, and friendly person. I like her character and attitude. I like how she speaks, her gesture, and the way she smiles. 

But, there's is one problem. I have never been with any girl, a beautiful girl like her and I am kind of a nerd. I was lack of confidence and I was just invisible to everyone. I was 18 years old, but the good thing is I was an editor in my school, but who likes a nerd boy, right?

Athalia was the only friend who wanted to befriend me. We both were assigned to be in a group science project. We had the same class for the science period. For the first time we met, I thought she never wanted to hang out with someone nerdy, and a thin-looking guy like me. But, I was wrong.

I was shy at first, but she is the one who talks a lot, and maybe the only one who treats me like I exist. 

When I am with Athalia, I felt so appreciated. Until one day, I know the truth about Athalia. She had a boyfriend. Her boyfriend is a rugby player of the school, a first-class student, good-looking and way too popular. 

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Knowing the truth, makes me felt awkward with Athalia because she was out of my league. 

Maybe I should just keep dreaming by myself. 

That was so embarrassing.

After I finished school, I hope to get to see her again.

I don't know when, but I hope some other day.

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