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My psycho ex-boyfriend part 2 - short stories 2020

"Hey, Darcy? have you heard of anything that happened to him?" - Sarah
"Who? That psycho man? I don't think so. I hope he gets caught by the police." - Darcy
"Yeah, me too, it's been a year and hasn't heard any news about him? Hope you'll be fine." - Sarah
"Don't worry, I'm safe here (laughing). Can't wait to see you again." - Sarah
"Yeah, me too. See you next week Sarah. Bye." - Darcy

I hung up the phone. It's been a year I haven't heard any news from Julian. Sarah's question had made my anxiety arise. I was sitting in a cafe while listening to music. I spoke to her, Sarah, about our coming back to College. But, I had a trauma event regarding what happened a year ago. It was a crazy freshmen year. Please, no drama this year, no more scene, please.
Two days before I go back to college, I packed up my clothes, and my things. My mother helps me with it. We talked a lot, and she knew what happened to my p…

Why do you live? - The purpose of my life

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Once my friend said, you can always tell someone by writing to them. Let the letter speak to them. I like that idea of him and at that point, I felt like being called to be a writer. Or is it me just wanted to feel the excitement alone just for a moment and not for the long term. So here I am writing to anyone out there, I have a confession to make. The truth is I don't know what is my purpose. I do have a dream, but the question is, had I achieve my dream?. That dream was so long-long time ago. It was when I was still a kid learning how to grow up.

Truthfully, I don't have any plan and when I was looking at my friend's life, or my colleagues, my cousin, others and so more. I realize that I am so don't know about my life. I guess I was losing my way. My direction being distracted every day, I can't fix any of it. Or is it me who is troublesome?

I question about it each day. At some point, I don't see what was I looking for in life. I end up doing the same routine over and over again. My mind was clumsy, I think too much of uncertainty. I was giving up my goal, I thought that I couldn't start something. Everything was pop out of my mind, about money, about time, life, family and friends. I was so fed up with it. I couldn't see any hope of it. Is it me who had a problem with my life? 

Each and every day I was trying to find a solution to my question. None of the answers would come out. And again. I am stressing my thought. I finally realize that as I grow, more trouble was aligning rather than enjoyment. And I realize that I survive in this world because of a reason.

Each problem that I was facing, always came with a solution. Neither the solution discovered for about a week, a month or for a year. However, the problem I was facing taught me to be wise and taught me to not do the same mistake over and over again. The purpose of life is just one, to live and to die. The purpose of life (for me) is by living and help the people surround you. Help them to understand the situation they are going with, help them to know that, all the complaints they raised won't help them to grow.

We all can make a change in life, we all can make a difference for one another by turning hopeless to hopeful. I once entered the phase of giving up on life. But, a second chance is what was given to me, to be a better person, to help others, to show a good example. Tough I know sometimes, my past haunted me, well, who cares? You feel the change of life and it's time for you to spread it with others.




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