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To beautiful you - short stories 2020

“You look pretty in that dress” – Anonymous.I had a crush with one girl. I love to see her smile. I like how she dresses, how she tied her hair. She looks so cute. I always teased her look, teased how she was talking, but no one knew that I had the crush on her.Are you wondering how long I had known her? We know each other since we were a little kid. Our parents had a good relationship, for almost 20 years. She’s my best female friend in my hometown. She always came to help me when I was bullied. Since then, we’ve been a friend since we were 9 years old.Never had in my thought that I would have a crush with my best friend. But, that is possible, right?We’ve entered the same school since we still in primary school and up until now, we still entered the same college, same universities, but she was in her ballet classroom and I was more into social studies. Our faculties were apart, but when we had time, we would meet. As our relationship as a friend grow longer, and we became older, I r…

Why do you live? - The purpose of my life

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Once my friend said, you can always tell someone by writing to them. Let the letter speak to them. I like that idea of him and at that point, I felt like being called to be a writer. Or is it me just wanted to feel the excitement alone just for a moment and not for the long term. So here I am writing to anyone out there, I have a confession to make. The truth is I don't know what is my purpose. I do have a dream, but the question is, had I achieve my dream?. That dream was so long-long time ago. It was when I was still a kid learning how to grow up.

Truthfully, I don't have any plan and when I was looking at my friend's life, or my colleagues, my cousin, others and so more. I realize that I am so don't know about my life. I guess I was losing my way. My direction being distracted every day, I can't fix any of it. Or is it me who is troublesome?

I question about it each day. At some point, I don't see what was I looking for in life. I end up doing the same routine over and over again. My mind was clumsy, I think too much of uncertainty. I was giving up my goal, I thought that I couldn't start something. Everything was pop out of my mind, about money, about time, life, family and friends. I was so fed up with it. I couldn't see any hope of it. Is it me who had a problem with my life? 

Each and every day I was trying to find a solution to my question. None of the answers would come out. And again. I am stressing my thought. I finally realize that as I grow, more trouble was aligning rather than enjoyment. And I realize that I survive in this world because of a reason.

Each problem that I was facing, always came with a solution. Neither the solution discovered for about a week, a month or for a year. However, the problem I was facing taught me to be wise and taught me to not do the same mistake over and over again. The purpose of life is just one, to live and to die. The purpose of life (for me) is by living and help the people surround you. Help them to understand the situation they are going with, help them to know that, all the complaints they raised won't help them to grow.

We all can make a change in life, we all can make a difference for one another by turning hopeless to hopeful. I once entered the phase of giving up on life. But, a second chance is what was given to me, to be a better person, to help others, to show a good example. Tough I know sometimes, my past haunted me, well, who cares? You feel the change of life and it's time for you to spread it with others.